Sunday, February 29, 2004

Whoa. Global warming, the Gulf Stream, and impending armageddon. Check out this great article entitled "The Ice Age Cometh." And get ready to be a little freaked out.
I've been working most of the weekend, so I haven't had much time to blog.

However, this article is depressing. Although Bush's national numbers are down, he still leads Kerry in Red states by a 51-39 margin. What was that about Kerry being able to win the south? However, it also looks like Kerry is leading Bush in the critical middle-of-the-road states, so there is hope.

Back to work. And to contemplation. Too much mental indecision right now to write.

Current mood: Anxious.
Current song: REM, "Let Me In"

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Wow. Charlize Theron is just incredibly attractive.

That's it.

Sunday, February 22, 2004

Tonight was an odd night...

(a) I was reminded how much "fun" clubbing can be when you're not the alpha male. (Not that I've ever been the alpha male.) It basically turns into an exercise in watching to see which girls can convince that guy to pay attention to them. Ugh.

One of my (female) friends was missing tonight after we left the club. She wasn't in the club, wasn't outside the club. We looked for her for a few hours, and eventually found her outside her apartment. She was fine, and presumably she took a cab there, but we were all left wondering why she just disappeared. It made me reflect a lot on an issue I've been contemplating recently -- the importance of my friends and whether they realize how important they are to me.

I'm pretty sure that my closest friends realize how important they are to me. It's my recent friends (last six months?) who worry me. Or at least I don't think they know how much they matter to me.

There are times when I'm tempted to walk up to somebody and tell them how much they mean to be, but then I remember that they'll probably think I'm stalking them, and I think otherwise. But I think a lot of them don't realize how much they matter to me, and I don't know how to express it.

It's past 4am, again. Tomorrow is going to be a rough day. Time to sleep.

Current mood: Generally overwhelmed.
Current song: something quiet

Saturday, February 21, 2004

What a week. A few exams, a few papers, a few big meetings, a few job applications. And only a few hours of sleep.

And this weekend I have a ton of work. No fun. I could use a break from school-related stress.

Tonight was our Winter Gala. It was a dance. Fun, different than our usual social events, but nothing special. But as a formal social event, thought, it immersed my classmates and I in a different environment than that to which we're accustomed: the girls in their dresses, the guys in their suits. And as the open dance floor, moments after the DJ starts playing music, everyone suddenly goes back to junior high or high school: the girls giggle amongst themselves in small groups, while the guys stand around, make loud obnoxious jokes, and look oddly uncomfortable.

Okay, maybe that wasn't exactly how tonight went. But there was undoubtedly a heightened...(split? contrast?)...diference between the two sexes tonight. That's not surprising. What did makes it weird was the fact that nearly everyone in the room -- or at least 80 percent of them -- were female.

Many of my friends have heard me recite the "6-to-1 female-to-male ratio" in my program. It's the truth. And, yes, it has its advantages:

  • All of my classes are inherently interesting, even if I'm not paying the slightest attention to the course material.
  • I have a readily available army of fashion and tell-me-what-my-date-really-meant consultants.
  • And, yes, I get to feed my ego by demonstrating to women that I can actually cook pretty well. Or something like that.


Etc., etc. But there are parts of this situation that can actually make life kind of difficult, and they seemed especially apparent tonight. There were a few times tonight when I walked up to female friends and tried to join their conversation, only to realize that it was a girls-only conversation...they would change the subject, or start speaking in unusually abstract ways, etc. It wasn't an in-your-face sort of "Get out of our conversation!" exchange; instead, more of a "we'll be polite and deny that we changed the subject because you're here, but if you could give us a few minutes nonetheless that would be great" sort of feeling. It's completely understandable, at least once or twice, but it got really old the fifth and sixth times. Ugh. It's no wonder that I have lingering feelings of not making as many friends here -- or doing so as quickly -- as I expected.

Okay, that's done. Now onto the other issue that is roaming through my brain:

I can't figure out why I'm still so interested in joining the Navy after medical school.

It's not like I have to make the decision immediately. But although I'm not applying to med school right now, the Navy idea won't go away. Please realize that doesn't necessarily mean I've made the decision to join the Navy...but I'm certainly thinking about it.

Some of my friends think it's crazy. Why would I join the Navy to pay for school when I'm probably going to make $200,000+ per year once I'm out of school? Why should I put myself in harm's way, especially considering the current state of world affairs, if it's not really necessary? Wouldn't I be better off just taking out more loans for the next few years? How could I possibly have a family while trying to handle the challenges of both medical school and life in the Navy? The list goes on and on and on.

Those are all good reasons, yet I feel like I'm not hearing them now. I feel like I could learn a lot through that experience, gain some valuable contacts, pay off school, and really do something to....well, serve my country. I don't want to use Bush's favorite "patrio...." word because his use of it is really disgusting, but I'll say that some component of that idea is present in my mind.

Won't I be killing my changes of a successful medical career outside the navy? Good question. I don't think so, but I don't have any real data to back up that opinion.

Won't I have to spend long stretches of time away from my "home" -- whereever that will be -- and my family? Probably.

Shouldn't you put away this silly Navy idea and just focus on being a doctor? Perhaps. Some people will probably think this is just another instance of me trying to do too many things at once. But each time I walk through BWI and see the soldiers returning from Iraq -- there were nearly a hundred there when I came back from CA this week -- don't you think you should also do your part? Make the decision to take the hard road in the chance that you might get some really unique experiences (educational and otherwise) from that time? Don't you realize that many of those uniforms at BWI are kids younger than I am, and that they've made this commitment?

I wish I could talk to somebody about this. Someone with answers...not answers for the question of whether I should join, but instead answers about the program, the people, what it's like, where it'll take me.

Once again, I'm so happy I don't have to make this decision now. But, still, the idea persists.

Soooooo tired, as usual. Sleepytime.

Current mood: Apprehensive
Current song: REM, "Drive"

Sunday, February 15, 2004

I'm in Tahoe, taking a break from wedding activities to get some work done. Or at least I'm trying to get some work done.

It has been an interesting weekend, to say the least. A weekend to (briefly) see my home for the last six years, to realize that I've finally broken some of the bonds that held me for the last few years.

It has been a weekend to see people in love, to see long-anticipated events finally happen, and to catch up with old friends. A weekend to meet new people, to lose your breath in an instant, and to laugh at yourself all the time.

And now it's a weekend to balance my student life with my non-student life. I have to finish a paper and a problem set before I go to Reno tonight...

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

I saw it within 60 seconds of its online posting.

"AP Reports Clark Withdrawing From Race (11:07 EST)"

Well, that was pretty devastating. I didn't take the announcement as hard as some of my co-interns did, but it was still a tough pill to swallow. I'm too sad to be angry, too busy to write much now, and too tired to not be asleep. And even though it's well past 4am, I have to get these thoughts out of my mind before I can rest.

But I will look back back on this night, that's for sure. I don't think Bush has won yet, but I feel that the Democrats squandered a huge benefit tonight. The exit polls suggest that democratic voters want a candidate who can beat Bush, yet many voters decided that Kerry was the most electable because -- get this -- he won early primaries. Thus, we are picking a candidate to beat Bush and appeal to most of the nation based on whether he is liked by a handful of Democrats in less than a handful of states. Does that make any sense to anyone?

And doesn't anyone think that his support could disappear as quickly as it suddenly appeared, and that perhaps his new supporters will be as flighty when they're sitting in the voting booth on election day?

In contrast, is anyone thinking about the general election? You know, the one where everyone can vote, not just your own party? Has anyone looked beyond the nationwide Bush-vs-Kerry polls to see what the Bush-vs-Kerry numbers look like in Tennessee? Ugh. C'mon, people, it's not too hard to see that Kerry might not do as well down there. If Al Gore couldn't win Tennessee (or any of the rest of the South) in 2000, what makes people think that a liberal New England senator can win them now? Like my previous post said, no Democrat has ever won the presidency without winning at least 5 southern states.

And what about the fact that he's a senator? Senators have had terrible luck with presidential elections in not-so-recent history. (Although, to be fair, both of the leading democratic candidates are senators, so perhaps we don't have a choice. Nonetheless, that doesn't give me much more luck for the general election.)

Don't get me wrong -- I have no hatred for John Kerry. I think he's a great person. I'm glad he's in the Senate. I worked at one of his fundraisers in California in fall 2002, shook his hand, spoke with him for a few moments. He's a great speaker, has a very impressive presence, and he belives in many of the same things I believe. But that doesn't mean I think he's our best candidate.

Looking back on Michael Moore's comments about General Clark, I feel my cynicism start to emerge. I haven't given up hope for the general election, and I will undoubtedly support the democratic nominee, but I've lost a lot of faith in the choices of my fellow citizens. (No, that does not mean I've lost my faith in democracy.)
I am convinced that the surest slam dunk to remove Bush is with a four-star-general-top-of-his-class-at-West-Point-Rhodes-Scholar-Medal-of-Freedom-winning-gun-owner-from-the-South -- who also, by chance, happens to be pro-choice, pro environment, and anti-war. You don't get handed a gift like this very often. I hope the liberal/left is wise enough to accept it. It's hard, when you're so used to losing, to think that this time you can actually win. It is Clark who stands the best chance -- maybe the only chance -- to win those Southern and Midwestern states that we MUST win in order to accomplish Bush Removal.


Republican strategists will sleep easier now that Clark is out of the race. I will not.

Current mood: Dark. Sad.
Current song: Enya, "Boadicea" and Counting Crows, "Raining in Baltimore"

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

It's not yet 5pm, and I've accomplished more today -- at least in terms of academics and the job search -- than in the last two weeks combined. Cool.

Off to the library...

Current mood: Strangly optimistic.
Current song: Boston, "More Than a Feeling"

Monday, February 09, 2004

Another article that explains why I think John Kerry is not the right candidate for the Democrats this year.

Peter Stein is a member of the Ithaca Town Board and a Professor of physics at Cornell University.

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Why Wesley Clark?

An Ithaca political veteran's views on why Wesley Clark, and not presumptive candidate John Kerry or one-time frontrunner Howard Dean, deserves your vote in the March Democratic primary.
by Peter Stein

14850 Magazine > February 2004 Issue > Why Wesley Clark?
When New York Democrats go to the polls to cast their votes for their party's presidential nominee, they will probably decide in March whether George Bush will win in November. The 2004 presidential election is arguably the most important political race in our nation since the end of World War II.

Party voters in any primary election, whether it be the mayoralty of Ithaca or the presidency of the United states, must balance two questions; which candidate do they prefer, and which candidate is more electable. When the stakes are high and the differences between the parties are very great, the balance must tilt decisively towards electability. Responsible Democratic primary voters must remember that electability depends more on how favorably Republican and independent, rather than Democratic voters will respond to their candidate.

In making their decision, Democratic voters should keep in mind the following facts: In the 13 presidential elections since World War II (excluding the 2000 election, where the actual winner is still a matter of debate),


  • The incumbent won six of the nine races in which a president sought a second term.
  • Democrats who were generally perceived as liberal won 3 presidential elections, and lost 6. Democrats perceived as middle-of-the-road won 4 elections and lost 1.
  • Democratic candidates from southern states won 4 times and lost once; those from mid-western and eastern states won once and lost 6 times. (The 1948 Truman victory is not included, since Missouri is both southern and mid-western.)
  • No Democrat ever won the presidency without winning at least 5 southern states.
  • Polls consistently show that the American people have more confidence in Republicans to manage our national security
  • Since 1948, the fraction of voters declaring themselves Democratic has declined from about 50% to about 30%. The Republican fraction has stayed constant at about 30%.


These historical data portend a grim 2004 race for Democrats. To win, the Democratic candidate will need everything going for him (alas, there are no longer any "her" possibilities this year). The ideal candidate will have southern roots, have strong national security credentials, and will not begenerally perceived as a "standard democratic liberal". He will have to draw votes from outside of the basic Democratic base, and must win back those Democrats who are concerned with the dangers of a post 9/11 world.

Of all the possible candidates, I believe that Wesley Clark comes closest to the ideal Democratic standard-bearer. His weaknesses in the primary become strengths in the general election.

One of those weaknesses for many Democratic voters, particularly in New York, is that he is not perceived as a "standard democratic liberal". Those voters should look beyond perceptions, and examine Clark's beliefs and programs. He strongly supports choice, affirmative action and first amendment freedoms. He has promised that he will restore all of Bush's environmental cuts on his first day of office. He will build strong and lasting world-wide alliances to defeat terrorism. On the domestic front, Clark will ask Congress to eliminate income tax for all families with incomes below $50,000 and compensate by adding a 5% surtax on incomes more than $1,000,000, provide health insurance for all under the age of 21 and expand coverage for poor and middle-income families.

Wesley Clark can win, and by fulfilling his program, will reduce the divisiveness that separates Democrats and Republicans. Americans need a president who, like Truman, Eisenhower and Kennedy, can be respected and admired by Americans across the political spectrum. He will make an ideal leader to bring our party and our nation into this new century.
Tonight, I read and re-read my cover letter, then emailed it to a potential employer. Then, as I closed the document file, I saw that I'd omitted a period. Oops. Gotta be more careful.

This was a good weekend, but I know that the next two weeks will be overwhelming. I'm out of town next weekend for a friend's wedding, and when I return from that trip I will have a half dozen papers/proposals/problem sets due. So between now and Thursday morning, I have to complete all my work for the next week and a half. Ugh.

I had about two dozen people over to my apartment on Saturday night for a potluck dinner and a party. And as usual, I went a little crazy on the food. My contributions included...
-- caribbean jerk chicken with couscous and fried shallots (one of my regulars)
-- pepper-encrusted seared yellowfin tuna with mango salsa (a good appetizer but $$$)
-- braised leeks with beurre blanc (the former were good, the latter still needs some work)
-- and poached pears with creme fraische and a Grand Marnier-brown sugar cream sauce (new recipe. yummmmm.)

I decided not to make homemade gnocchi, twice-baked potatoes, or a tarte tatin because I was running out of time. Oh well. I think the weekend's events satiated my desire to cook, though, at least for a while. And that's good, because cooking can be crazy expensive, at least it usually is with the right ingredients...

I had coffee with one of my friends from Hopkins today. It's nice that I've finally established some solid friendships among my classmates in the MHS-Policy program. I'm friendly with most of them and know quite a few of them very well, but I feel like I only recently passed the friendship threshold with a few of them. We still have 4 months, though, so hopefully this process will continue with the others. I realized tonight that I submitted my application for the program one year ago last week. Wow. Life has changed so much for the better since that time...

My posters also arrived this weekend, albeit not in time for the party. But now I'll finally have at least a few things on the walls. :-) While searching for the posters, I decided that I really liked Kandinsky, but the posters of his that I ordered turned out to be unavailable. Keep in mind, deciding that I like an artist is a big deal for me, at least compared to my impressive background knowledge of art -- since it's essentially nothing. I also really liked the Van Gogh museum, but everyone likes Van Gogh. Although for all I know, perhaps everyone likes Kandinsky.

My favorite piece that I ordered was a black & white photo of a fork and platter entitled "La Fourchette, 1928" by Andre Kertesz.

Plans for tomorrow? Get up, work, lunch, work, class, dinner, date, work, sleep.

Current mood: A little unsettled, although not sure why.
Current song: Michael Nyman, "The Promise" (from "The Piano" soundtrack)

Saturday, February 07, 2004

Insomnia haunts me. Each of the last three nights, I've tried to fall asleep for at least three hours with no success.

I'm tempted to get up and start working, but I know that won't really help me get to sleep...

Any suggestions?

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Me: "Hello, I'm here to get information on a student loan."

Office Manger, Bank of America: "Hello. I would be happy to give you some information, but we don't take care of loans here at the banking centers."

Me: "You don't have any loans?"

Bank: "We have loans, but not here. Don't you get loans through your school?"

Me: "Yes, the financial aid office will disburse the loan payment to my account, but I need to borrow the money from a bank. Your website says you have a variety of student loans, and that I should visit a banking center for more information. This is a banking center, correct?"

Bank: "Yes, this is a banking center."

Me: "But you can't help me with a loan? I'm just looking for a small private or TERI loan, or at least that's what the Bank of America website says would be the best loans for me. I already have the regular Stafford federal loans."

Bank: "Hmmmm. I don't know what those are. Maybe the best thing for you would be an unsecured loan, or maybe just to get a charge card and put your expenses on there."

Me: "The problem with that option is that I would still lack the money to pay off those credit card bills. And I don't think it would be a good idea to assume a lot of short-term high-interest debt if I can get a long-term, low-rate student loan. I'm not an expert, though...does that make any sense to you?"

Bank: "Hmmmmmm. Let me give you a phone number you can call about loans....."

Monday, February 02, 2004

An interesting weekend. A date, a trip to see a friend in PA, a lot of sleep, and an unfortunately small amount of work accomplished. And a whole lot coming up this week.

Although I feel like I'm finally back in a normal routine, I still feel conflicted about a variety of issues. Dating, the election, my classes, the job search, etc. I have plenty of issues on my mind that _feel_ more important than classes, but that will change soon. Fear and necessity are both excellent motivators.

I feel like I'm losing my ability to communicate empathy. In the last few days, I've talked with a few friends who have been in really tough situations -- mostly relationship issues, but a few with career concerns -- and suddently I'm hesitant to ask about their problems. I certainly still have the impulse to ask, but something in the last few years has made me hold back from asking those direct, probing questions. Perhaps it's just the fact that I'm not an RA anymore, and it's not my job to ask those questions. But it's more than that. Maybe since I don't live around these people or see them on a regular basis, I can't judge their emotions as well, so I hold off on my questions so I don't anger anybody. Without these basic questions, though, I feel like I can't do a thing to empathize with these people. Argh. Or, I think, maybe it just seems like I don't care since I don't follow up with any questions. That's not good either. Ugh.

I hate seeing people in pain and not being able to do anything about it. Maybe that's another reason why I want to be a doctor.

Perhaps my concerns above just reflect a certain dissatisfaction with my current friendships and/or social life. I know tons of students at Hopkins. With only a few exceptions, though, I feel that I only barely know these people. And that's not a normal place for me to be. Don't get me wrong; I don't feel the need to have a tight emotional bond with all of my classmates, but it would just be nice to feel like I'm getting to know them as more than just the people I see in class.
I could just have unrealistic expectations. After all, I 've only been in Baltimore for 6 months, but it certainly seems that I'm not getting to know my classmates as quickly as they're getting to know each other.

The campaign also has something to do with this. The volunteers were so busy in Manchester that it was hard to remember everyone's names, but we were so unified by our common purpose that it felt like we bonded exceptionally quickly up there.

Hmmmmm. I guess I could say I feel lonely. That word carries connotations of relationships, though, and although I'm looking for a realtionship, "lonely" doens't fully describe what I'm feeling. Maybe isolated is a better term, I suppose?
Now the challenge is to spend more time with people this term and still excel academically. Cheers to that!

On a closing note, make sure you see "Love Actually" when it is released for rental. Such a good movie.

Current Mood: Didn't I just write about this? I guess I feel isolated and a little lonely.
Current Song: Dido, "Here With Me" and Portishead, "Roads"

Sunday, February 01, 2004

This is disgusting. CBS is refusing to air an ad by Moveon.org that criticizes the Bush administration during today's Super Bowl.

As the Boston Globe wrote in a January 29th editorial, "Too bad the fine new MoveOn.org TV ad attacking the deficit created by President Bush won't be seen on the CBS broadcast of the Super Bowl this Sunday. It belongs there -- as does the opposing view. What better place for a contest of ideologies than in this annual extravaganza of excess that is as much about selling commercial images as it is about the guts and grit of football. CBS would provide a much needed public service at the start of this presidential year by selling some Super Bowl air time to opposing political advocates who, with spots as clever as any for a razor or a computer, might jolt blase voters into caring."

Several members of the House of Representatives agreed and signed a letter to CBS.

Ugh. CBS will show ads by the Bush White House, beer companies, and tobacco companies...yet refuse to air an ad by Moveon or PETA? I don't necessarily agree with PETA, but I think they should be able to spend a ridiculous amount ($1.5 million?) on an ad and have it aired just like everyone else
The text of an email I sent to friends today:

I admire what Dean has done for the party. As an early adopter who was willing to speak his mind, he energized a huge segment of the party and broke the ice a year ago when it was still politically questionable to attack Bush.

But he’s not electable. Why? The statements and energy that gave rise to Dean’s army of supporters is the reason why many independents (and centrist Republicans) won’t even consider him. And, yes, we’ll probably benefit from greater-than-usual turnout of registered Democrats in the general election because of (a) the high degree of national partisanship, (b) Dean’s effectiveness at fanning the flames of the far-left, and (c) the large number of primary candidates. Turnout in both Iowa and New Hampshire was far, far above the 2000 mark. But I think Dean would just collapse in the general election, winning only a small share of states, and certainly none in the south.

And I don’t think the election is entirely about the far-left. I think it’s about winning the middle. I don’t expect to convert any of you to Clark’s side, but I honestly believe that he is the only Democrat who can win in the general election. But before I say that, I’ll focus on who I believe the big three will be in a few months – Kerry, Edwards, and Clark. As Michael Moore said, “The decision in November is going to come down to 15 states and just a few percentage points. So, I had to ask myself -- and I want you to honestly ask yourselves -- who has the BEST chance of winning Florida, West Virginia, Arizona, Nevada, Missouri, Ohio? Because THAT is the only thing that is going to matter in the end. You know the answer -- and it ain't you or me or our good internet doctor.

So we have to get those 15 states. That is essential. I have two major points:

1. North versus South. Kerry has a ton of momentum now, but I don’t see him winning – at least in those 15 states. To borrow from a letter I received from one of my campaign buddies: “No northern democrat has won the presidency in forty-four years. And that was before the civil rights movement, when the south voted democrat consistently. Lyndon Johnson, Jimmy Carter, Bill Clinton: all southern democrats who won southern states and the White House. Even southerner Al Gore won the popular vote. For forty years, this has been the shape of the electorate. Every northern democrat who ran for president lost. No matter what they said, or how they said it, they lost. If we want a democrat in the White House next January, we need a candidate who can win southern votes, and the last four decades have shown without exception that the only way to win southern votes is to put a southerner on the top of the ticket.

I’d love your feedback on this point.

2. Core election issues. It’s not surprising that the core election issues are going to be national security and jobs. Again, I’d appreciate hearing any contrasting opinions. That being said, I think we need a candidate with a strong national defense background. That leaves us with Clark and Kerry. If you think Edwards looks young and inexperienced now, just wait until he tries to argue with Bush on military force.

Again, feedback would be great.

And I want your opinions on Clark’s tax proposals. I could describe it mysef, but I’m sick of typing, so I’d prefer to just cut-and-paste one from Moore:

Clark has committed to ensuring that every family of four who makes under $50,000 a year pays NO federal income tax. None. Zip. This is the most incredible helping hand offered by a major party presidential candidate to the working class and the working poor in my lifetime. He will make up the difference by socking it to the rich with a 5% tax increase on anything they make over a million bucks. He will make sure corporations pay ALL of the taxes they should be paying. Clark has fired a broadside at greed. When the New York Times last week wrote that Wes Clark has been “positioning himself slightly to Dean’s left," this is what they meant, and it sure sounded good to me.

Plus, Clark and Sharpton have been using the same line about rich Americans ($200,000 and up, in Clark’s case) doing “their patriotic duty” by returning the Bush tax cuts. It got a standing ovation from the crowds each of the five times I heard it.

As far as pres/VP matches are concerned, I think we’re still far too early to predict any of that. I know that Bill Richardson is pretty high on the democratic radar – especially because of his experience as Ambassador to the UN, Secretary of Energy, and his stellar approval ratings from Latino voters. But do I see Edwards deciding to become a VP? I really doubt it.

And I’ll conclude with a little anecdote about my experiences with the different campaigns and then another quote from Michael Moore. Yes, I am being lazy. Plus, my room is about 17 degrees and if I type any longer, my fingers are going to freeze. So I’ll wrap it up quickly.

I’ve been to “meetups” for a few candidates, and I’ve spoken to plenty of folks from Clark, Dean, and Kerry campaigns. What struck me most was the makeup of those groups – Dean’s folks were mostly college kids who with a ton of energy, Kerry’s were mostly New Englanders, while Clark’s group had folks from New York, Louisiana, and Arizona. And, perhaps most importantly, about 10% of the group was disenfranchised Republicans who hated Bush. But they also hated Dean, and thought that Kerry was an aristocrat. So they picked Clark. Those are the voters I think we need.

Moore writes, “This is not about voting for who is more anti-war or who was anti-war first or who the media has already anointed. It is about backing a candidate that shares our values AND can communicate them to Middle America. I am convinced that the surest slam dunk to remove Bush is with a four-star-general-top-of-his-class- at-West-Point-Rhodes-Scholar-Medal-of-Freedom-winning-gun-owner-from-the-South -- who also, by chance, happens to be pro-choice, pro environment, and anti-war. You don't get handed a gift like this very often. I hope the liberal/left is wise enough to accept it. It's hard, when you're so used to losing, to think that this time you can actually win. It is Clark who stands the best chance -- maybe the only chance -- to win those Southern and Midwestern states that we MUST win in order to accomplish Bush Removal. And if what I have just said is true, then we have no choice but to get behind the one who can make this happen. There are times to vote to make a statement, there are times to vote for the underdog and there are times to vote to save the country from catastrophe. This time we can and must do all three.